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"With kindness comes naïveté. Courage becomes foolhardiness. And dedication has no reward. If you can't accept any of that, you are not fit to be a Puella Magi." - Homura Akemi, Episode 5.

Maybe I should stop caring like an officer or something.. but I guess I have no choice.. If I'm not the leader of something, everything seems to be waste of time. If I'm the leader, my dedication has no reward. it'll just cause me despair and stuff. Finally, I'm always affected by the inconveniences they brought.