If there's a video to describe my feelings as of this moment

"I'll stop the whole world
I'll stop the whole world... from turning into a monster
Eating us alive
Don't you ever wonder how we survived
Now that you're gone
The world is ours

I'm only human
I've got a skeleton in me
But I'm not the villain
Despite what you're always preaching
Call me a traitor
I'm just collecting your victims
And their getting stronger
I hear them calling"
(http://www.metrolyrics.com/monster-lyrics-paramore.html)

I actually just want to watch Homura but the lyrics of Paramore's song +PMMM + the awesome YT user = I shed tears :)